Thursday 11 May 2017

student life

hey guys. i'm start writing again. emmmmm i don't really have idea to share about, all i think is student life. why do i have to share this? because i'm also a student. does being a student hard for you guys? for me, YES!! i hate study. i do like reading books but not for study. comic is my life. wait .... hag on.. what i talk about? hahahahahaha what an idiot of me.


okay guys, student. student is a person that still in learning process for their future. but did u realize one thing, not every person in this world born stupid. before we are born, GOD has been arrange our destiny. no matter how stupid you are, believe that you are born not to be what you want to be. but you are born ti be what you able to be. as me, its true. i wanted to be a hotel manager but my family won't give any blessing on that. now i study nursing in government university. GOVERNMENT huh !! ya it is. but my heart was not into it. as i can say it out loud, i'm stuck to my university and still not graduate, while my other friends already graduated not long ago. what a LIFE !!

as i finish my high school in 2012, i continue my study in university on 2013. i did apply according to what i qualified. yes sure there is lot of courses that i can enter but i'm not interested in all the courses in my current university now (because i only can study in my on city). ahhhh i HATE it. 😞😞😞😞 now 4 years pass. and i still study. my family, blaming me because i keep repeating my subject. and they think i like to repeat?? surely NOT!! i always wishing to finish my study sooner!! its the better. why i said so, because i tired of study.

alright i will continue writing again if i have time. got to go guys.. 

okay, welcome back !! now what ? okay here it is....


i'm nursing student that still not finish my study after 1 year extend and now it be 2 years of extend study. ya, i am STUPID. why i said i stupid, idiot?? i lack of family support and they give stress every time i'm coming home. older used to say "every word you say is a pray" and i guess they right. my family used to say this to me every time i'm about to sit exam or final exam "kid nowadays used to be STUPID especially our own RACE. other race not being stupid as you, but they more further better" ahhh i hate those word. "don't just say emm everything okay , don't worry but at the end you failed the subject and repeat net semester" i'm was like WHAT THE HELL !! that's not support to me at all, thus, its ruin everything.my study mode is totally miserable. and yet, i failed 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 

I HATE STUDY !! but i can't give up easily. i have to WAKE UP from my sleep and carry on my LIFE. 

STUDY SMART NOT STUDY HARD. no matter what people say about you just keep on study because, that is what we suppose to do. even how many time you fail in you study  DON'T GIVE UP. they know NOTHING about you.

alright i think that all i want to share regarding to my life. anything can leave up comment or chat me in personal. 

I'M EMBARRASS OF SHARING THIS BUT NEVER MIND IT JUST TO SHARE, SO THAT I CAN HELP DOES WHO HAVE THE SAME FAITH AS ME CAN BE MORE SPIRITUAL AFTER READING THIS.

"HOW YOU WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL IF YOU LACK OF SPIRITUALITY? THINK ABOUT IT!"

" YOU ARE NOT BORN TO BE STUPID AND WITHOUT BRAIN, YOU ARE BORN WITH INTELLIGENCE AND WITH BRAIN. BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE AND CHERISH YOURSELF TO PROOF TO THE WORLD WHAT CAN YOU BE FOR YOU FUTURE!"

Monday 31 August 2015

what is this life

well i'm not old enough to speak out loud what inside my mind
but i just share a little what i really feel straight away
well yeah i'm pretty serious about it 
people call it "love"

who the one i being in love with right now 
"NOBODY"
why is't so ??
not because i'm choosy just , well u know what people really want
i'm not perfect i know tht 
so do u ?? ofcourse not 
lets talk about it seriously
people will do say " ah so bored being single "
" ah i miss my ex-boyfriend "
" ah my phone was silent all day long nobody miss me "
yes i am admit tht .. 
people does all day 
wht i can say here , being single is awesome !! 
why it's so ??
what u do , who u want to be friend with ??
who cares ?? nobody cares ..
unless u're taken then all u wanted to do being control by ur partner
my life is simple , i don't like to be control nor either me 
basically not every we wish for we will have it
but , its instead of it
maybe people will think that i'm overacting on it 
but its not actually 
i was thinking rationaly 

.. thts is really i am .. study is everything man if we are really meant to be then there will be faith between us 


student life

hey guys. i'm start writing again. emmmmm i don't really have idea to share about, all i think is student life. why do i have to sha...